One day it won`t haunt me anymore . One day the memory will be erased - maybe …

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After each pull the memories materialize in my mind just as quickly as each cloud of smoke . I show no emotion , I`m just there . I guess I`m ok with that now . - Except - not really .

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You`re the weak one . And you`ll never know love , or friendship . And I feel sorry for you .

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I`d probably still adore you with your hands around my neck , or I did last time I checked . x
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I wish the words my heart whispered at night didn`t go unheard . I wish someone would reply with reassuring words . I wish that all the tears that run down my cheeks weren`t soaked up by my pillow . I wish someone`s warm hand would wipe them all away . I wish that all this pain wasn`t badgering me , leaving me with a feeling of disdain . Because , who wants a heart if it`s broken ? x
Once you start forgetting her , don`t you dare start remembering me . x
Please …
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carpathians